Wednesday, October 15, 2014
I'm Just a Wife
I'm not your slave -- you don't have time or energy to be my Master. Oh, you believe you have the skills. You believe it's what you want. Just, apparently, not now... Or any other time.
I'm not your little girl -- you don't want to be my Daddy. You think it's all about responsibility, and we have three kids already. You are afraid I will go into my Little space and never come out.
I'm not even your wife -- not yet. That's closest to how I'm treated. Which is unfortunate, since it is the least of my needs.
It's ok. Really. You are who you are, and I love you. I want to be with you. However it is that we fit, I want to be with you.
It's really hard right now. Those are the things that I thought we were working toward. Those are the connections that I thought we made. It hurts a lot to feel like you don't want that with me.
I don't want to go to Master/slave events with my husband.
anjelle let you know at 12:35 am